many thoughts has been pondering over me this past 2 days.. and i've been wondering that have i really make the effort to do things in my cell and even in church? jus feel that is not right at all... actually yesterday was kind of disappointed.. sometimes really have the thinking that i'm useless! hmmm... but luckily i still have my beloved sisters in kairos to encourage me.. yeterday did really have lots of fun in cell and service where i can really throw away my negative thoughts.. haha.. help shan and meiyee wif their pnw and was really quite fun.. haha.. ying ying the ice breaker was exciting.. hehex.. today went to church to do the survey and manage to finish everything.. and really thank god for tat.. he deserves all the praises! after that slack at cafe waiting for zhi they all finish their duty thn wanted to go wm de thn take bus wif joys, zhi and gideon lor.. thn i went to take mrt down to find my mum and grandma for dinner thn walk around.. went to this desert shop and the egg pudding and walnut desert was delicious! went home thn slacking.. haha..