all i can say now is disappointed and hurt.. why can u just trust and respect me??? i even told you things tat i neva said to anyone becos i trust you.. yet u do things tat really hurt me.. is already difficult to find someone i can trust yet you are the closest and dearest to me but you have hurt me deeply.. this really makes me to trust people again.. this thing happen has made me see that a person tat don trust is a very ugly person.. i'm very disappointed.. again and again i forgive you and keep quiet.. but y mus you hurt me times and again? if u wan to know thing abt me or my surrounding just come and ask me.. i will always let you know if u ask.. mus u always do things tat i don like behind my back.. i really don like, is intruding my privacy.. this make me dislike you.. times i really love you a lot cos i really feel fortunate to have you as my family.. but things become like this i don know how to face you.. makes me feel that a person without trust is really ugly... i have been hurt becos the people i trust has hurt me before.. it really takes a long time forgive and forget the incident.. why u have to do this to me??? i know u worried abt me but i think the method tat you used is totally wrong.. and i feel really uncomfortable and unhappy... if u wan me to respect and trust you thn u shld do the same to me too.. i really don wan secrets between us.. and recently u keep asking me stupid qn tat me me irritated and uncomfortable... wat if wait if i ...... how do u expect me to ans this qn of yours??? you said i avoid your qn and don dare to face reality becos i really don wan anything to happen.. in my mind i jus believe tat i have a complete family.. thats all!!! is trusting a person so difficult? who can i trust now? tell me please.......
