this post is specially dedicated for my NEK NEK!!!
my beloved nek nek.. after reading the short msg in your blog that you wrote for me.. tears just started to flow out.. I am really very touched.. all the words that you type out i really can feel your love and care for me.. i don really have the habit of sharing probs to anyone.. very seldom except the very very very close ones to me.. yet i chose to share with you which means you really mean a lot to me.. really a lot..
actually.. you are the first one that lending me your shoulders and let me really vent it all out from my heart.. this is my first time feeling so warm.. no one has ever done this to me.. i really get to feel what true friends really are.. i rarely show my feelings to anyone or you can say no one.. but you chose to stay by my side and lend my your shoulders and comfort me.. while walking alone just now i really feel very helpless.. until you came i am able to let it all out completely..
is not i don wan to share my problems with you.. you oso have been facing many setback and i don really wish to add on to your burden. as i promise you.. no matter what i am always there for you.. you are not a failure at all.. you are my best friend.. no failure.. my nek nek is oso a very strong girl! really thanks for being there for me today! i really really feel much better.. though there will always be a deep scar in my heart..
as what i said to you.. i might not be your closest ones but i will always be the one standing there along with you when ever you need me.. sometimes i really feel so useless.. seeing you in a great hurt yet i can do nothing or give you anything.. but i really wish that i am the person you will think of when you are in pain.. a person for you to know that she will always be there for you.. no matter what.. from going to your hse to send mac breakfast to you to writing letters and emails to you.. i will try ways to make you smile again.. i really love my nek nek! the nek nek that always draw on my books, always poke me and always have the same cravings for food! I REALLY LOVE GERADINE KER!! thanks for being there for me..
and this is my nek nek:
lastly.. nek nek.. i really hope this friendship of ours will never end.. the road which have no ending.. a path which we can always hang out together and enjoy ourselves and always having the same cravings for the same food.. all the things that i've said to you before i hope you will neva forget.. the story between nek nek and ning ning will continue on...
