today is mummy's b'dae.. after i woke up jus slacking in front of the tv till 5+pm thn went to bath and prepare to go out for dinner while waiting for dad to come home.. we going to lawry's prime rib restaurant for dinner.. mum made a reservation at 7.30pm so we decided to take a bus down instead of cab since is early.. haha.. all of us ordered the set meal dinner.. overall the food is really very very nice.. frm the steak to the desert.. haha.. i love the buttered sweet corn the most! is so sweet and yummy! haha.. and the chrysanthemum creme brulee.. but when the bill came.. faints! 4oo+bucks for 4 people.. but mum entitled to a free main course meal.. so that saves us up to about 360+ bucks.. everything went well but when billing things started to change drastically.. i just chose to keep quiet and ignore the whole incident.. but deep in my heart i feel like saying out loud.. saying all my feelings.. why does this kind of things always happen..? few photos to enjoy..
exams finally over.. overall i only can say i tried my best.. yesterday after paper went back home to take a nap.. was waiting for nek nek call.. wondering how come so long no one call me.. so i decided to call her.. ppl busy dating.. still don wan to go home.. stupid! wait until around 6pm thn i go bath and prepare.. left the hse at 7pm.. see lar!!! waited so long for her.. end up the rest couldn't make it.. so left the both of us only.. when to take train thn alight at redhill cos the nek nek missed her bus! walk so slow.. she slow pok! haha.. after she came we take train to bedok lor.. finally after sometime.. we reach there at abt 8.15pm le.. i went to bring her to buy some stuff thn we take bus to the hawker center lor.. finally after travelling for so long.. we reach bedok north 85 fengshan market.. haha.. thn we look for seats and i went to order bak chor mee, satay and bbq stingray.. my nek nek looooooooooooooooongs cravings for her bak chor mee... haha.. she feel so satisfied after eating.. oh ya! she can't bear to finish eating her last meatballs.. haha.. she so funny.. such a gluttony! she eat her dinner before coming to meet me.. but she still can eat so many food.. haha.. after eating we take bus and change train back home lor.. the stupid nek nek!!! keep poking my stomach.. for what you tell me...?
the stupid nek nek can't bear to finish her meatball!
when can you ever learn how to trust people..? especially your loves one.. jus stop being so suspicious abt the little things we do or changes.. in the end is you are the one that hurting yourself.. sometimes it really really very tough on me.. no one to share this heavy burden with me.. is all on my own shoulder.. i really don know when will it come to an end.. why do you have to make things worse..? if it's me i really feel contented.. what exactly you wan us to do..? can't you give me and dad a space to breath.. a little freedom.. can you stop being so demanding.. I HAD ENOUGH!!!! is really enough for me.. i hardly able to carry on..