I can blame no one.. I can't blame the person i really treasure.. all I can say is I am pissed with myself.. I am really angry with myself.. I am already at the verge of breaking down.. so much things wanted to say out, but I have to think of the consequences.. I really don wan to hurt anyone especially the one that i really love.. all i can say to her is to take care even when things is different.. am I really thinking too much...? am I really being selfish.? I don know.. I just wan you to know that I am always be here for you when you needed me.. LOVE YA!
