what I really want now is to hibernate myself at home for a period of time.. things is making me tired but what can I do..? i really feel like coping myself now at home just to rest and doing nothing with the outside things that happening.. dad is going to the hospital next week and it reminded me when i got the letter from the hospital in the letter box.. time just past by so fast.. and what have i done..? no idea.. this has been a quite tiring week for me and mum tell me her problem as well, problems start to rise up in mum's family.. then dad maybe going back to china to work after the project here has completed.. then mum wanted to follow and she tell me those stupid stuff again.. it makes me think back of the past when i am a child.. for months there is no peace in the family, when i come to think of it it just hurt my heart.. guess the scene will never goes away and it will stay in my mind forever.. just feel like taking a break in this weekends but i guess it can't be done..
