Had PMS exam today and overall was still ok.. manage to finish on time and complete everything.. went to westmall to have lunch with nek nek, justin, mich and isa.. after lunch i went to get my stuff then proceed to mos burger to get a corn soup for nek nek as she didn't eat much during lunch.. after that I went to take bus home.. prepare to go for a nap and ask nek nek to give me a call at 3.30pm to wake me up.. who knows when I take my nap nightmares happen.. and I have 3 different nightmares.. is really very scary.... first, I dreamt that I had a tiff with nek nek thn I bought her a gift but in return she throw away the gift into the rubbish bin in front of me and walk away.. the was the end of the friendship.. secondly.. I was standing in front of a stall thn suddenly everyone start to walk away from my surrounding and a person came forward telling me that there is a malay spirit hanging around me,, everyone can see except me.. I know nothing and i was very scared.. thn there is this lady saying that she wan to save me and getting rid of that thing.. so I agree without thinking but during the process it was very painful.. really very painful and is like tons and tons of needles poking your back.. until the very last it came off and the pain is excruciating that I fall on the floor and feeling very weak.. and lastly.. I remember I was at a mrt station.. thn suddenly a came a few people saying that i have to follow them but I don wan and i struggled.. they jus couldn't let me off, I wanted to call for help using my hp but they threw it away.. I feeling very helpless.. thn when my phone ring, it was nek nek.. the moment i heard her voice I jus broke down and cried.. I jus couldn't stop crying as i was really feeling afraid.. but I know that she is with justin and I don wan to disturb them further.. So I hang up the phone and just keep crying.. after not long I start to tremble and even though I had my blankets to cover me I am still trembling.. this is the ever first time that I broke down and cried cos of the nightmares.. but is it really too painful and scary.. So much that I wanted a hug from someone or giving me warm but I jus couldn't say out from my mouth.. I keep thinking about the scene.. the most painful is that nek nek actually wan to end our friendship.. I really very scared that it will happen or something that will affect me and her relationship.. I really don wish to see this happen.. and this is my ever first time having such a terrible nightmare.. so many at one go.. it really hurt me.. will you ever end our friendship..? I really don know..
