These few days many things had came through my mind and I really need a break.. some how it had reach to the point that I gonna break down at any moment.. many many doubts came across to me and i think no one can give me any answers.. not even myself.. and some times i do need some assurance from others but I just can't approach them.. maybe i can just only write down everything instead of telling.. writing loads of rubbish when i'm at the esplanade.. sometimes i just hope that when i lift my head up I can see people that are close to me appear.. but in the end I'll feel more disappointed not in them but in myself.. things just keep pushing down and maybe I'm thinking too much as well..
