went to vivo with nek nek, justin and nic after school.. went there as we wanted nek nek to feel better.. jus now i was a total lost.. i told justin.. why don't I react quicker.. why do I always have to wait until things happen then I react.. is partly my fault as well.. I'm sorry.. all along the trip to vivo and till we go home I tried my best to make her smile.. Did I make her smile..? or does she feel more irritated? I really don know.. have I really done my part..? all I know is that I wan to be there for her and give her support.. I promise her that even when she fall I will be there holding her hands and support her.. my heart really aches for her when I see her in that state.. is like something is pulling very hard inside my heart and causing so much discomfort.. have I really tried my best and giving all out to make her happy?
nek nek.. I just wan you to know that I am always here for you when ever you need me.. you have my support even when you fall.. no matter what happens there will always having me around.. fear is your greatest enemy but I believe that 1 day you will be able to conquer it.. No worries.. through this road you have me, justin and bung.. I will walk with you till the day you have overcome.. I was really worried just now and I was scared as well.. but I chose to believe that you will not do anything that hurt yourself.. It really make my heart aches.. I have faith in you cos I know that you are a strong girl.. even if you fall I wan you to stand up bravely and continue walking.. remember what you said to me in all the emails.. Obstacles are tend to be make you stronger and you must break the barrier to lead on to a better life.. I know you will be afraid and I know you will be weak but I hope that you can look on the brighter side of life.. Loves my nek nek LOTS AND LOTS MORE.. remember that I am always standing beside you.. though I might not be someone special to you BUT to me you are special.. I can't explain but is more than an ordinary friends..
