Feel that things has started to change.. It was not the same as before.. these few days can't bring myself to smile and all you see was fake.. maybe..? when working I just keep my mind occupied and just concentrate working but after work it has been to a square again.. many many doubts keep running through my mind.. so many questions that cannot be answered.. from the way back home was practically stoning.. today I have this thinking.. sometimes hurt that you get unintentionally is far more painful than any other hurt.. which I think is quite true.. maybe I have unknowingly got this hurt.. who knows..? haha..
