hasn't been a good day for me.. some things happen and i'm not feel very well now.. is on my own now.. no more like the past.. or should I say it wil never happen again.. some how is like something broken and it can't be mended back anymore.. even if it is there will always be a scar left behind.. a scar that will always remind you of the pain and things that happen. a scar that you will never forget.. wondering why these few weeks I have been feeling restless.. can't things like just before..? today is just not myself.. words that are meant to buried deep down in my heart.. wanted to say out but I can't.. as what I said.. maybe is better not to initiate matters.. unintentional hurt is always the greatest hurt.. well, I guessed I tried a couple of times already.. everyday putting a strong front is not easy as well.. I wish I am still in secondary school life as it is far much better than what I am facing now.. and recently some problems with my body.. been having nose bleeding.. what is wrong with me? be it physically and emotionally.. maybe i'm mentally drained! is all on my own from now..
