Before I get my ass down to work on my projects, just want to express out my feelings that I had in my heart for some time.. seriously speaking I wasn't in a good mood for the past few days.. things turning badly be it in family and other stuff.. though I get to know the truth, but truth is always hurting.. I am tired being the on taking the first step.. friends keep telling me to back off and letting it go.. I tried and I still trying.. honestly speaking, is really difficult but I do not wan more hurt to fall on me.. but why do I feel so upset.. have you really thought of my feelings? life is never fair and yes I know.. we have drifted lesser and lesser topics to talk about.. things has revolved and change..