christmas is over and perhaps this christmas isn't a great time for me afterall.. people gathering and enjoying themselve while me hiding behind the doors and staying at home.. but on christmas itself is not that bad.. went over to aikho hse for a small gathering and xmas gift exchange.. made a card for aikho and wenting.. you girls really mean a lot to me! thanks for everything! a hug that make me feel so warm and perk me up that day! new year is coming.. starting to think of resolutions.. but all I wan now is jus a simple happiness.. people having fun out there enjoying and some are working but all I can do is to stay at home for now.. things are beyond my control.. but I will still try my best no matter what happen. just give me a lil more strength!
