though exams is over and I should be happy about it but I guess this is the worst holidays i ever had! A great blow that i cannot accept and make my life from colours to grey sky. I feel disappointed, cheated, betrayed, hurt, fear and many many doubts. has your image being tarnished? I really don know.. All I know is I need and I must be strong! I need to press on no matter what happen! but how long can I press on? I really have no idea..